This is all just for my own benefit. Cause like nobody is going to read this crap. LOL

Sorry to everyone for being gone from here so long. I haven't felt much like creating anything as of late. I am going through a nasty divorce. The divorce was my idea, but so many hurt feelings and betrayals have occupied my time and mind. Not to mention getting my heart ripped out, shit on and then have it handed back to me. God what to do with the feelings I have. I wish I could create something that could even come close to the way I feel. I have never felt this way before. Never had anyone hurt me so deeply and wild abandonment before.

I know I will get through this. When my heart is done crying, I will pick myself up and carry on and never look back again. It's just getting from point A to point B is a killer. If anyone reads this, please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, as I could surely use them right now. Much love to everyone and I hope to be back with a vengence soon.

Whispers ease their way into the silence Like thoughtful thieves Accompanied by the low, harsh pull of the wind Comforting abrasion of my fragile skin.